Friday, June 26, 2009

week of crappy hell


This has been the week from HELL..I was really looking forward to this week, but everything just kept messing up. The absolute worst thing was having to put Miley to sleep. I couldnt even be there when it happened. Riley and Owen went. I was really happy though, that we brought her home for a few hours before. I gave her lots of lovin'. I don't think it has even hit me yet. I haven't cried, which is I guess in a way is understandable. I couldn't cry the first 5-7 hours after I was told about Jason. It is hard tho, because like I cant sleep. Monday night I got 4 hours, Tuesday the day she was put down I slept 2 hours, Wednesday night I slept 3 hours and last night..I fell sleep around 10, but kept waking up every 30 minutes and finally around 1:30am, I just gave up and stayed up. Riley has been so amazing the last few days. He has been doing things for me, and trying to get me to take naps. He is so wonderful......today at least..


hmm, we had a a pretty stormy night last night and a tree branch or something broke one of my bedroom windows..Ugh...

the next few days are gonna be a bit tense and nerve wrecking while we wait to see what Laurie's doctor says.....So we are hoping for some good news there

I also have been very like, on edge lately..almost annoyed. I seem to be getting angry really easy..but I am able to keep it down & not explode lol..hmmmmm...welll...Let me see if I can find some good news.........hmmmmmmm..................


Owen and Isabella are getting bigger. I entered one of their pictures into a Cutest Kid Constest..LOL..lets see how far they can go...I mean come on my kids are cute as hell!

and tomorrow I will be 10 weeks pregnant! wooooo!!

thats all I got..

Peace out!


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Monday, June 22, 2009

Today I got to miss work :] wooo hooo!!!
Now before you lecture me, I have a good excuse..
First doctor’s appointment with my new OB :]!!!!
YAYAYAYAYAY!!!
Even though I have done this before I was still nervous. The first 12 weeks are always nerve wrecking. Once you get into good ole week 13, miscarriage chance is reduced….4 more weeks of hoping for this to be a sticky baby!..
We first started off talking about health history. I have a new doctor this time around, but I was very comfortable with her and really liked her.We talked about my past pregnancies, any diseases I have or Riley has and what diseases/disorders run in our families…So far all is good..right? until we started talking about smoking. I am not a heavy smoker but you know maybe once or twice a week I light up……but that didn’t stop the doc from telling me all the health hazards to me and the Unborn. There was one question I wasnt expecting to be asked, luckily I didnt have to answer, she could tell by the look on my face.....WHEW!
The doctor left and a few minutes later the nurse came in. She handed me the cup and gave me the instructions for giving a urine sample. Me? Pee? Not a problem!
Then came the blood work..my favorite part…well, it use to be..***FLASHBACK*** I had always loved needles, shots and having my blood drawn. So of course when I was told I would need to have blood work done I was bouncing off the walls. I was in my first trimester with twins. I sat in the chair..earth stress ball in my hand. I smiled widely as the nurse wrapped the rubber strip around my arm and tied it tight. Then came the needle WOO HOO!!..she searched for a vain and gently inserted it into a vain. I looked in excitement. To my surprise I didn’t see my blood slowly filling the vile…NOPE..I saw my blood spurting out…all I could think of were those medical shows with the people dying and the blood spurting every where and I started feeling sick. The nurse smiled and said…”there is too much suction, lets try a smaller one.” She withdrew the needle and got a smaller one. The sick feeling started to get worse. I could start to feel the vomit rising. Closing my eyes I felt her insert the new smaller needle. Slowly the vomit was making its way up..I started feeling lightheaded. The nurse asked if I was okay. I shook my head no and asked for the trash can..One of the other nurses near by grabbed the trash, as my nurse took out the needle. After I was finished I still felt lightheaded, so they took me to an exam room to lay down. I passed out for a few minutes. LOL. Then there were four nurses in the room. The original nurse had a toddlers butterfly needle in my arm, one nurse had a cool wash cloth on my forehead the others were just standing there. Soo much work for one little thing of blood..sheesh!!***END OF FLASHBACK***
As I sat there waiting for the nurse to find a good vain, all that ran threw my head was that day. I was slightly shaking and I could feel the queasiness…OH NO! not again..my mind was racing thinking about how many needles we were going to have to go through, if I would have to go lay down in the exam room. I must have been thinking so hard, barely heard her say “all done” I looked down and sure enough..rolled up gauze held down by medical tape. WHEW!!!
Next was the pelvic. I didn’t have to have a pap smear. The Doc did say that my uterus was tilted forward….alrighty!
I also go to hear the little heart beat :] awwww
Unborn’s heart rate was 165 :]

So now I go into my next appointment is July 20th!
and I have to do my Gestational Diabetes test!! I really love the taste of the Glucola! mmmmmmmmmmm Orange Crush!! that is exactly what it tastes like!!



and some not so good news..........Miley is sick :[ Riley took her to the Vet for me and should be calling me soon..

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Baby Bet!

Already????? hmm I am just starting to pop the buttons on my jeans and people are already betting on when the unborn will be here and the sex of the baby..I will continue to update this..taylor is getting her friends involved lol.. I have thought about doing like prizes...like if you get the gender right you get something...if you get the date right you get something..and if you get both right you get like an extra special gift...but I am not sure what gifts I would give...ideas?Suggestions??? Guesses??



Melissa: Boy Jan 20th
Taylor: Boy Jan 16th
Tessa: Girl Feb 1st
Hettie: Boy Jan 26th

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

random weeks worth of stuff

Hmm, not too much has been going on lately. Just a few small fun things here and there.

This past weekend I took the kids up to the Dells. We had a bit of fun, did a little swimming, shopping, walking around. We also went and saw my sister and her Hubby...It was actually fun.

I am so frustrated with myself because I forgot my camera. LOL..

There was also free Root Beer Floats at Sonic. I would have gone but I was too lazy to get up and go LOL. It is okay, because they were only 10 oz. I would have had to get like four of them...hmm good thing I have like a billion kids LOL. I did surprise Sara that day too....I called her house and left her a message on her machine, telling her to hurry up and get up here for it. I think she was excited....She sent me an IM and it went to my phone..I laughed so hard when I read it. Ya gotta lover her.

hmm, Oh I also talked to Laurie a couple times this week. Even tho it sucks about her job (okay well it only sucks cuz of $$..it is cool tho), it is awesome becuase now we will get to see more of her bright and shiny face....okay well, not her face but we will get to talk to her. She is so sweet! She mentioned me in her blog :]

and of course, it isnt a normal week if I dont get in trouble once. This time BOTH mothers AND my older sister got a hold of me..YIKES! but it is only cuz they care......cant not like that....and I probably did deserve it..I cant keep missing work..but today I did a full day LOL..I actually liked it!

hmmmmmmm....I almost forgot! Heather had her first baby appointment..so cute!...I think I am more excited about her pregnancy then my own..I love hearing about it tho, to me it is the neatest thing , a woman going through her first pregnancy. She is doing pretty well so far, hope it continues that way. She has a feeling it is a girl, but I think it is a boy..we'll see tho...but all that really matters is a healthy baby..no need to say a cute baby..cuz that baby will be down right
A D O R A B L E!!!! no doubt about that!


I feel like I am having a boy, but I really want a girl. I think. IDK. If I have a girl..poor Owen will be in a house of pink...so I want him to have a brother. IDK LOL...I think after this one, the deposit box (LOLOLOLOLOL) is closed for buisness.


and I think that is it.....Kids are good...family is good...I am good(I got 5 new stars to prove it).
...

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Slacking!!

Yeah...Yeah...Yeah..I know..I know..It has been quite a few days since I have blogged. Truth: I haven't had any idea what to say. Then I kinda got into thinking today well tonight, with it being 11:00 pm...that it has been a long time since I have written a poem or a song. This is one of my passions..

Now, I should be alseep considering i have to be at the clinic in the very early AM. but my little Monkey woke up. I feel so bad, he has had a rough couple days and I dontk know how to help him. He crashed around 9:30 in my arms, around 10 I laid him in his crib....within a half hour he realized that Mommy was not around. My sweet baby boy. So right now Monkey is in his crib and I am sitting on the floor next to it. My beautiful princess tutti is sleepin like a rock! That girl sleeps through EVERYTHING. Altough I shouldnt critizise that..I could be dealing with TWO babies lol.

anyway...So I was trying to rock ans sing Owen to sleep and instead of singing a well known lullaby, I made up my own for Monkey Butt. It seemed to do the trick, but the second I went to lay him down those little peepers flew open..

Owen's Song

You're my little man
It's hard to see you be so sad
Mommy's here
To make your tears disappear

Good-night my darlin'
sweet dreams my love
Wrapped up safe and warm
I'll hold you close and
make the monster go away

CLose your eyes and have no fear
Just remember Mommy's near
Rest now with peaceful dreams
I love you with all I am

Good-night my darlin'
Sweet dreams my love
wrapped up safe and warm
I'll hold you close and tight

Good-night my darlin'
sweet dreams my love
my precious gift from above